Once upon a time I thought I knew what I wanted to do with my life.  Kingdom Dreams Searchlight showed me I actually have no idea about that.  It’s been a hard, but good process.  Day 1 was a blast.  I was excited.  I thought I knew what I was going to do to change the world.  We worshipped and had so much fun.  Day 2 started to get tough at about 11am.  We started plotting some diagrams and my eyes started to glaze over and my head hurt.  Day 3 I had no idea what I wanted to do and actually couldn’t really even begin to think of a dream I might have.  Day 4 I had some brokeness surface and had to take a break to sob.  By the end of the day I was on the floor in worship as God was telling me to lay it all down and let it all go.  It’s fun to remember how on Day 2 I was praying for us to welcome brokenness as God uses it to draw us near to Him in dependence on Him, and as much as I hate brokeness, I love it because I love Him and it pushes me to Him like nothing else.  

Today is day 5.  I know a few things.  For me right now it’s not a specific dream, other than loving Jesus.  I need to let God love me before I can even love Him.  I have been equipped with amazing teaching and training that I will continue to glean from as I move forward in dreaming!  I’m so thankful for the Kingdom Dreams team who has served us through this process and created an amazing experience.  I’m so thankful for the EXCELLENT teaching provided!  I’m so thankful for the coaches who have given of their time, listened to us process, and provided wisdom and support.  I’m thankful for great food! 

If you are coming home from the Race I would strongly encourage you to consider attending a Kingdom Dreams Searchlight experience when it’s available to you.