So recently I have really been feeling quite anxious. Thoughts are swirling around in my head about the “Trip” and those thoughts are more easily being turned into worries.

  I hate being controlled by anything in my life except God… if I find that I am relying too strongly on anything certain thing I try to rid myself of that in total obedience to Christ so when I am constantly bombarded with worries and negative thoughts, or a feeling of anxiety it is terribly unnerving. All I can say is, “Father, you are transcendant, you know what’s up, teach me, stretch me, but let me know what I’m learning. All glory be to you, Jesus!”