As I sit back and think of all the things I have done this year I realize that it dose not matter. It is what I will do for the next year.
The Race is getting sooooooooooo close it is crazy! Tonight at midnight I will have 6 months till I leave for a year.
Thinking of all that I will do, everyone that will become my family. Everyone I already consider family.
But it is not just that. I still have a  LONG Way to go on my support. But I trust the Lord that all will be ok.
Alot of my team has been talking about the possible danger on the trip. Even possibly not making it back.
But we are all on the same mind set that whatever happens we will be beside each other no matter what.
 This bond we have has grown so much it is amazing. 
 
So a song comes to mind for me. From a band I have loved for who knows how long.
 

 Worth Dying For By Rise Against


        Set me off like dynamite strapped tight around my waist
           
We are the ones in competition but claim this ain’t no race

(Let’s go!)

Take a breath and explode like bullets
Tearing through the wind
Cut me up with a razor blade
That tries to separate the skin

Now in the
White flames of burning flags
We found a world worth dying for you
We’ve been battered so hard that
We don’t feel anymore

Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

Send me off on the morning breeze so far away from here
feel me rise in the strength I’ve found inside the warm embracing air
I’m moving slow
Like a glacier melting
Watch me dissipate
I searched for love in an empty world
But all I found was hate

Now in the
White flames of burning flags
We found a world worth dying for, yeah
We’ve been battered so hard that
We don’t feel anymore

Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

Don’t ask me why
‘Cuz I don’t know
Don’t ask me how
I’m gonna solve this on my own
Don’t ask me why
‘Cuz I don’t know
These things I’ll never face
Scratch out but won’t erase
In the wreckage of a job well done
I saw a place I’d never seen before, yeah
In that moment I refused to close my eyes anymore

So Take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young
So take me
From this world
Save me
What if we
All die young

So take me <i>[2x]