Okay.  You guys, number 1, my squad is awesome.  I feel like I already have a family of brothers and sisters in Christ and I can’t be more happy about it. 

Number 2- God has been wrecking me with provision just in my daily life.  About a year and a half ago I ran in to a friend’s car and she had asked for money to replace the bumper and paint job and the whole deal.  So I had to write a check today for $840.00.  I was feeling really upset just because this was EVERYTHING in my bank account, literally.  So, I was planning on living off of nothing for the next 2 weeks until I got paid again.  WELLLLLL, today I opened up my mailbox and my tax return came in the EXACT day I had to write the check. God’s timing is perfect…right? right. My friend said there's a church saying that says,"He may not come when you want Him, but He'll be there right on time!"

Anyway, I’ve been feeling really blessed raising this money, because sometimes we need impossible things in our life (like raising 15, 500) in order for us to give EVERYTHING over to him and to build our faith.  For the first few weeks I felt like I had to do everything and I was stressing A LOT. Even got some pimples 🙁  Last night, God made it so real to me that I need to just lay everything down…and not just my future or who I’m dating but things I think I can do (like raising money or living off of nothing for 2 weeks).  I thought I could do this until I just surrendered everything to Him…and guess what?! He not ONLY gave me peace but gave me additional money at JUST the right time!

I think it’s pretty funny that we think money is ours or the governments when God is just like, “yeah, money is actually Mine”

I'm currently at 1,000, so I have 2,500 more to make by May 1st and you know what? God can do it, I can't but God can.