Hey Everyone!
Let me start with an apology to you for taking so long to write. I have been struggling with what to write on here and that lead me to fail to write anything. Sorry.
Pre-Training Camp
I have been reading some blogs and getting an idea of what training camp might look like. Here's what I have come up with… _____?______.
I still have no idea what to really expect. None. Which I am actually okay with. Here's why.
I have found that if I anticipate or try to expect anything I am stuck on that idea as being what should happen and that causes me to get upset when it doesn't work that way. So I will be trying to keep my expectations to a minimum.
One More Thing:
I have realized in the past few weeks is that I have purposely kept my distance from my teammates. I have done this for a stupid reason. I have my friends and family here at home that I love and my community here is great. I will deeply miss my community here. So I kept my distance from my new community because they weren't 'real' to me yet and I some how felt that if I try with my new community I can't keep up with my old one. This was dumb! I have yet to meet any of my teammates and I have only ever talked to a few of them over facebook. This has kept me from making a real connection with any of them. So for this I must apologize to my team.
S-Squad: I'm sorry for keeping my distance from you. I really can not wait to meet you all in 19 days!
