One big lesson God continues to teach me is to trust him. It’s easy to trust when things are going smoothly but when things aren’t going the way I think they should the trusting gets harder. 
On the World Race all my comforts where gone. I had my backpack (although it was huge) with only my necessities, my friends, and the love of Christ that flowed through me. When God told me to do something it was easier because I didn’t have fear holding me back and didn’t care what others thought. Now I am surrounding by a world full of the latest gadgets and everything at my fingertips. The trusting is harder.
But why do I doubt God? I thought I figured out the trust factor this year and that my lack of faith in him wouldn’t be a problem. But recently it has been. I know God is calling me into full time ministry and honestly that scares me. It was never something I wanted to do before I left on the World Race and now I can’t imagine my life without me doing it. But he is called me to something that doesn’t make sense to this world and sometimes even me.
Some questions I have been dealing with…
Why should I leave again when I’m just getting settled back into my life? Because when God says to go he means go. I know he is going to bless me going on the awakening trip even if the timing doesn’t seem right.
Am I ever going to have a regular life? Who knows but I don’t really want that regular life. I know I am made for greatness as is everyone but it’s just you have to come into your fullness in Christ before you can figure that greatness out.
How am I going to raise support again? Who know but it’s God’s money not ours and he will put it on people’s heart to give if that’s what he wants them to do.
So God today I choose to trust you no matter what tomorrow looks like. I put everything in your hands. I will not worry or stress but walk forward in the words spoken over my life. And the questions I have I know the answers to, you will take care of it. There is no fear in walking with you. I will jump off that cliff with you.
I pray and challenged you to ask God what you do not trust him with. Are you willing to give that up to him?
