So our time in Malaysia was interesting to say the least, as soon as we got there we knew that we were in for a wild ride, we just didn’t know how wild.
The month was spent getting over a crush for me and turning over my heart to God and the believing in the love that he and my friends and family has for me.
I’ve never enjoyed people who have to analyze everything I’m sit and just look kind of person don’t think just look, I’ve always enjoyed being that kind of person but I realize that there is more then just looking if you sit and think about what that picture or landscape or anything and think wow that is God and that same beauty and love and perfection is in me and my heart.
“How do you explain and how do you describe a love that flows from east to west and runs as deep as it is wide”
Malaysia taught me that Gods love can exist anywhere in a view, a song or even in the Cry of a small child, as well as the bark of a new born puppy his creation is his love and that lives inside of all of us.
So this chapter of my story of this race ended with me doing something that I had already done before, but the last time it didn’t mean what it was supposed to mean, it was all on spiritual high.
I got rebaptized on a rooftop in Thailand on our second night there. I had spent the month getting my heart back from every guy I’d ever had a crush on and giving it over to the lord knowing that he was never going to break it.
Our team is still somewhat struggling since we are still new and I’m still getting over my loosing Ginosko but I know now that even when my family and friends move on I’m never going to be left behind and it’s never alright to be selfish we must give up what is Gods.
So chapter 4 is done and we are starting on chapter 5. We have been here a few days now and we still don’t know what God has in store for us, for Tabitha.
Jessica
Please pray for:
the country of Malaysia that it can become one nation and the Muslims can feel the Love of one God. That our team grows into the family that Ginosko was, and that we never ever for get the Love of our Lord and savoir.
