As I sit here contemplating all the things that I “expect” from this trip, I just let my mind wander. To actually put limitations on my expectations for this trip would be foolish. At this point in my preparation, I really have no clue what to expect out of this trip. With that said I will still try to voice some of the broad expectations I have.
First of all I really hope to grow so much closer to God through this adventure. Right now, I struggle at times with the problem of apathy. Some days I wake up and God really does not seem too important to me. I chose not to have a quiet time and do not spend as much time with Him as I should. I know this is something I will always struggle with, but I hope that I can remedy some of the problems by being totally engulfed by the things going on in His Kingdom throughout the world.
Another thing I expect to do is find a place where my heart belongs. I definitely have a vision for international mission, but I’m just not sure where exactly to go for a life-long mission or what exactly to do. If I don’t find an exact place or an exact calling for what God would have me do, I will definitely at least have a lot more ideas than I did before the race.
I know it seems like I don’t have very many expectations for this trip, but like I said, this adventure is so radical and awesome I really have no clue what to expect at this moment in the process. I’m sure in later posts I will have more expectations and will incorporate those into what I am writing at that time. Until then, I will keep my mind open as to what I hope and expect to see.
