I just returned home from an intense 9 day training camp with 53 amazing young adults ready to take on the World. God’s presence surrounded us in more ways than I can fathom. 
Through the last few days, God has been breaking down walls and bring up many life experiences I have been hiding from. It’s hard to understand God’s plan when I can’t see what is ahead, but I am taking a leap of faith and trusting that His way is the best thing.
Up until last Thursday, I was gearing up to debark on a year adventure around the world, leaving September 28. I have been on the go non-stop the past year and haven’t really had a chance to slow down and catch up with life as I know it. As I sat and prayed, pondered and talked to God, friends and a new “family” God was showing me other things – things I didn’t want to accept!
I am no longer leaving for the World Race in September – I am still going, but a few months from now. I’ll be meeting my new “family,” in October when I head back to Georgia for Training Camp, once again. I’ll be joining the January 2009 Squad. I’ll be able to be home for Christmas this year and next year (the October Team is jealous…). I’ll be able to get the needed rest in order for me to continue on my journey and be the best I can be when January comes around.
It was not an easy decision to make, but I believe this will be the best thing for me and my teammates in the long run. God stirred up a passion in me the last few weeks that I can’t deny. I am more alive, alert, awake and enthusiastic than ever (clever little wake up camp song). I am excited to be able to devote TIME to everything – from coffee dates, to road trips, fundraising, sleep, work and whatever else comes my way!
I still have no idea where I will be the next few months prior to my NEW departure date, but I know God knows and I am leaving it all in His hands. I am just going to continue living the life He has blessed me with – I am so thankful for the opportunity to meet the people I met at the October Squad Training Camp. They are my family, and I love them dearly.
Waiting is hard. So is trusting. “But those who wait on the Lord will renew their strength…” Isaiah 40:31
I am growing. I am learning. I am preparing for what is to come. I still need prayer, especially as I wait on the Lord. I am at peace, and I am grateful for the love and support from those around me.
