Going into training camp I had some expectations of what was going to happen but still very open to the unknown and what God had planned. Each day has definitely been a struggle for different reasons at times I feel that I am reassured that this is what God has planned for me but on the other side I feel as though this is not what God is calling me to. I have felt that maybe God has only called me to be here at training camp just to have this experience of being with this community and God really humbling me by having to go home and talk to all the supporters and tell them why I am not going on the trip anymore. On the other hand I also feel that this could be my cross to bear for the year and just grow in new ways and be that witness of the Catholic faith to the people of the world and my teammates. I just want to make sure I am doing what God wants of me and just listen to him. I have talked to some teammates and also people in leadership position to help get clarity and answer the questions that I do have. So as I continue to go through training camp I am praying that God’s will be done and give me clarity in what He wants me to do.
