I have some news. I came home from training camp with the decision to not go on the World Race this year.
So I’m going to be vulnerable here and let you in on my heart with this whole process.
I’m a wreck. I’m so confused, sad because I’m not going, anxious for what to do now and scared of everyone’s opinions.
It’s been almost a year that I’ve been preparing myself to go…physically, spiritually and emotionally. And I do not have the words to express what is going on or how this decision came about other than the fact that I didn’t have peace. In many ways, it was harder to choose home than to go. My heart was set on this, I was so excited and anticipating it. My team was great, I loved what we would be doing but I had no peace which changed everything.
There were a few things that just didn’t fit and I know that a few people will not fully understand this but I know this wasn’t God’s timing for me to go.
All of the donations are saved in my account for when I do decide to go.
As of right now I am asking for prayer.
Prayer to find where He wants me, to not get discouraged and for strength in all aspects.
I really appreciate all of you in my life and will definitely want to answer your questions at some point because I do know all of this was for a reason and will lead to something super cool. As for now, thank you for being apart of this with me.
