Hello! I have been trying to figure out what to write about this week. A lot of things has been going through my head. But I keep coming back to one thing that I am so excited about.
Have you ever wanted to just start your life over and get a clean slate. Be free from things and break the chains that are holding you down? Well, luckily that is possible. When you believe that Jesus is your Lord and Saviour, your life changes. You get a new beginning.
New beginnings are possible. With God, new beginnings are possible in our hearts. He can help us to let go of the past and start clinging to Him. Relationship with Him provides a new hope for all who will Trust Him.
God wrote a whole book just for us. It is a love letter directed at me. He is pursing me in a way that is so loving and pure. He wants all of my love and all of my attention. I get a new slate with God each day. Every morning His mercys are new.
I have noticed that I don’t cling to Him in a way that I should. There is a song that I was listening to yesterday that I have heard a thousand times that just pricked my heart. Josh Wilson “Fall Apart”
Why in the world did I think I could
Only get to know you when my life was good?
When everything just falls in place the easiest thing is to give you praise
this sticks out to be because I feel like its the opposite for me. I cling to God when things are falling apart, but do I cling to Him when things are going great in my life. No, I don’t. Not like I should.
If I am honest, I have been having a hard time getting into the word and just see what God has to say to me. But instead I get overwhelmed that I won’t understand it and decide to just push it off for another day. I let others things become a priority in my life and say I will do it later.
I feel like I have been a big failure lately. I feel like I have been just going through the motions but my heart is not really there. I have been struggling with this feeling for a few months now, wondering what is it. Why do I keep feeling this way. This is God pulling on my heart strings saying He wants to spend time with me. He wants my attention. He wants me to read the word. He wants to work on our relationship. He doesn’t just want to be there and me talk to him when I am in trouble. But to talk to him when life is good.
My heart is broken right now. I feel so bad for neglecting the one person who Loves me most in this world. The one who loves me as I am. The one who made me as I am. There is nothing I did to earn his love. It is freely given. I am going to give him the attention that He deserves.
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“AND YOU SHOW THAT YOU ARE A LETTER FROM CHRIST DELIVERED BY US, WRITTEN NOT WITH INK, BUT WITH THE SPIRIT OF THE LIVING GOD, NOT ON TABLETS OF STONE BUT ON TABLETS OF HUMAN HEARTS. ” 2 CORINTHIANS 3:3 ESV
