I’ve fallen off my high horse this week.  I thought I knew what God had intended for my future, but  I need to let go of trying to control my own life and let the Lord take over.  I’m here only to serve God and wherever He takes me is where I want to be.  I can’t run away anymore like I’ve always done.   Nothing can compare to the love that I share with God, so I will continue this war within my self and learn from every battle wound.