blogging regularly is something that is not natural for me, but i’m going to give it a go.
three months and counting down…wow. time seriously flies, its like you blink and you go from being 22 to 26. thats what the past four years have felt like. its hard to believe that its been 4 years since i graduated. i remember sitting in the computer lab in college, second semester senior year, sitting and feeling so clueless about what the heck i was supposed to do with my life after my time in school was up. its like having a road map in front of you your entire life and then all of the sudden coming to the edge of the map realizing that the map doesn’t cover the next area you are going to.
Its scary and exciting to come to that point in life where the cultural, societal map ends…that map that says step1 go to kindergarten…step 10 get your bachelors…and then you are left saying…ok, what next?? the past four years have been an interesting and surprising journey. its been taking steps with God. like take a step, go to wyoming, take another step, come back to philly Jane, take a step, live at home, take another step, go back to your home church, etc. its funny because there are so many things that i was like no way jose God, no way…and so many of those things i said no way to God changed my heart. He has a funny and special way of doing that.
anywhoo, to end…here’s a verse from a song thats been ringing in my head and life…
My whole life I place in your hands
God of mercy
Humbled I bow down
In your prescence at your throne
so much easier said than done, make it true Lord.
