Sometimes I don't have it together in fact I never have it together but that is ok because I am called to go to the Lord as I am
-Sometimes I see pictures of my friends at restaurants wearing make-up with perfectly done hair that isn't falling flat because it feels like its 126 degrees and I wish I was at home
-Sometimes I talk to my parents about vacation and I wish I to got to go on vacation to hotels in California with a guarantee of a bed and time alone and wish I could go too
-Sometimes I hear that my niece is crawling and I wish I got to see it for myself
-Sometimes I get in a Tuktuk and love how cheap and how efficient it is to get places and can't image taking a taxi for $20USD
-Sometimes I pay $8 for pizza,diet coke, 4 liters of water, a brownie and ice cream and can't image paying $40 USD for it
-Sometimes I see that it's 53 degrees at home and wish I wasn't sweating in 104 degree weather that feels like 126 in a full punjabi
-Sometimes I stand on a roottop in India for quiet time and can't image having quiet time with he Lord anywhere else
-Sometimes I buy noodles from a street vendor for $.55 USD and can't imagine buying dinner in the US at a restuarant for 20x that
-Sometimes my best friend posts pictures of her coffee cup and I miss afternoons at Starbucks with her
-But I still couldn't imagine going home because God has called me to be here even when it's hot, even when I miss my family, even when I just want to wear jeans, even when I cry, even when i want to go home,even when I wake up in the middle of the night with a spiritual attack , even when I don't feel like myself because people need to know that Jesus loves them that they are adopted even if they are Hindu even if they are Muslim even if they don't believe in anyone or anything they are adopted and share the inheritance with Christ they just need someone to tell them that Jesus died for them and would have died for them even if it was just for one of them that is why i couldn't imagine going home
