Last month was both as personally and as whole Squad rough month. As personally, it was no-one’s fault. As Squad, some of us lost their loving family member. One of her had to back home for spending time with her family.
Cause of the thing happened, lots of us asking God so many questions.
In my experience, when I face so young guy’s or loving family member’s or some sudden accidental death, those things brought me lots of questions like “WHY?” “What should I do?” And most of questions were so rude and challengeable.
I’m here, because I didn’t stuck in my question by myself but brought those questions to God.
At Lesotho, my team had chance to do prison ministry. We praised to God with them. Some of us did testimony. Simeon created my favorite quote “GOD IS BIG BOY.”
-Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 –
Most of times, people decide what he/she bring to God or not by him/her-SELF. Even, when the person see someone bring to God something more than what the person decided, the person is getting busy to judge that someone. Yes, I’m one of THE person.
God is Big God. There is nothing he can’t handle. Although he loves tricky quizzes or over-estimate me than what I think and gives high challenging quests, he never reject you cause of what you bring to him. Cause you don’t understand but want to know, God won’t blame you. He will more than welcome what you bring to him.
I want to Challenge you ‘all “Be HONEST to GOD!” He knows single dirty nasty side of your inside of heart, anyway. He has keep shouting you “I love you” every single second, every single minute, every single day, even though he knows terrible side of you. So, why do you stop self-questioning, and just bring the questions to GOD?
HE IS BIG BOY! HE CAN HANDLE EVERYTHING!

