Paint stains on my hands and

dirt stains on my feet

Beans beans and

more beans.

Waking up in the morning

and not wanting to move

because my body is so sore

from sleeping on the floor.

Always wondering

is there going to be toilet paper

in the bathroom?

When there is…

VICTORY!

Painting with Aisha

getting high on fumes

laughing too hard

as we discuss whether a taco

or hamburger

would win in a fight

(…taco pulls through in the end.)

Going to the doctor

with Aisha and Lindsay

to discuss our

parasites

worms

amoebas

(whatever it really is that’s living inside us)

We thought we were going home after that

but the people driving us ran errands instead

we had no idea where we were going

or how long it would take…

I loved it.

Tonight the girls and I left the children’s home

for the mall

a bus ride away

We sat outside at a restaurant

the air was perfect

the sushi was delicious

(all you can eat)

At first we ate for fun

but then we ate to get to 100

(we ended at 103)

Our stomaches were stuffed

and we couldn’t stop laughing

it hurt

but it all felt so good.

I am truly blessed

as I fall asleep again on this floor

dirty feet and all.