Expectations for the race

We have an assignment to write about our expectations of the trip. I have a hard time accessing my expectations readily, but our expectation exercise at training camp was helpful, so I will write in that manner.

My expectations of…

My team: I expect that my team is going to stretch me. I also think I will be able to challenge and stretch them to see them become all God has created them to be as well. I expect us to have many crazy experiences and see God move mightily in and through us. I expect we will be able to work together, promoting one another to use our gifts for the glory of God. I expect it to be really hard at times but I expect we will work through them together. I expect to be hurt and to hurt others, but I also expect to grow and deepen our relationships because of it. I expect us to become like family. I also expect us to have a lot of fun.

Ministry: I expect to see God move in unexpected ways. I believe we will see God move in ways none of us could ever preconceive. I expect for lives to be changed as a result of the Gospel. I expect relationships to be built and Jesus to be glorified. I expect to find ministry in places we never expected with people we never would have thought to minister to. In short, I expect to be humbled by God’s means and direction He gives us in ministry. But in any case, I expect Him to be glorified and people will come to know Him. I also expect to fall in love with the people we meet and minister to and with. I expect it to be very difficult to leave every time we go to a different country.

Travel: I expect this to be hard and uncomfortable. I expect to be taking means of transportation we never would have chosen in the first place. I also expect to understand transportation in the third world better by participating in it. I expect to have to trust people in this and God for His protection and provision.

Food: I expect this to be weird. I also expect it to be really good at times and really gross at times. I expect this to be one of the bigger challenges on the trip as I know I will miss food from home in the course of 11 months.

Lodging: I expect this to be varied and interesting. I expect to make use of my tent. I expect to be cold or extremely hot at times. I expect to stay in dirty places. I expect to have my space invaded and to be frustrated by that.

Communication: I expect this to take a lot of time and effort. I expect to have to ask a lot of questions and be extremely patient. I know we will have to work through this very carefully with love and understanding. I also expect my communication with people at home to be very limited. And although I know that will be hard, I also know it will help me focus on the ministry at hand and keep me attentive to my teammates needs.

Myself: I expect to be changed. I am not nervous about the change on the field, in fact I am desperately longing for it. But I know it will change me to such an extent that coming back will be extremely difficult. I expect to be humbled and to have to remind myself to take the posture of a servant to those around me. I expect to know and trust God and His love better than I ever have before. I expect to see, do, and experience things spiritually that I have never before encountered. I expect to have a deepened relationship with God and to love Him more fully. I expect to leave this January one person and return someone else next November. Someone more like Jesus.
 
…as a side note i also expect to take a lot of awesome photos and have a lot of great stories that start something like this: “this one time in haiti, oh wait, no, it was swazi, no no, it was cambodia…”