the journey
is far too long
to not breathe
but here i am
holding my breath
heaven hangs over me
and the earth clings below
and here i am
unable to exhale
scared to jump off
from this starting point
scared to find myself
falling into the pit again
failure
why can't i let go
and let You be You
i fight for control
i fight to know
but You want everything
everything
You
want
Hands they hold me
and Eyes adore me
and yet i fight
Heart desires me
beautiful Spirit surrounds me
and i fight
but what i don't know
is that He fighting…
fighting to mold me
with Hands
fighting to show me
with Eyes
fighting to give me
Heart
fighting to place in me
a beautiful Spirit
fighting
for
me
