Debrief, where do I even begin? 48 of my lovely squad mates, plus all of our leaders in one place, perfection. It was a week full of the Lord’s voice, adventures, tears, and many sweet friendships. I couldn’t have asked for a better week. The Lord spoke to me in ways I didn’t think would ever happen. He spoke words into me which were hard to listen to and in ways where I cant wait to see play out in life. He made me realize that His plan goes so much deeper. Even in the midst of hearing things I didn’t necessarily want to hear, He showed me the beauty behind it all. He makes being obedient worth it.
This is really all He asks of us, to be obedient. My heart has always been set on certain things in life. I thought I would grow up and do this or that. Knowing that the Lord has other plans is scary, but somewhat comforting. Comforting in the fact that I don’t have to be in charge because that is what He is here for. He is in control. When my heart might be saying I have a passion for one thing, He has asked me to set my desires aside and listen to His voice. I could say it sucks, but the unknown of taking His path is thrilling.
This week the Lord revealed my future. I felt as if there were so many different options to choose from. Really, just resting in Him, the answer was revealed to me. Even with all the details not in place, He has put such a peace and excitement over my heart. Having all of my teammates excited for me makes it that much sweeter.
Thailand really is great. I have learned it isn’t about where you are. Yeah, the scenery might be great at times, but without good community in the Lord, what is life?
Everyday is an adventure with the Lord. He makes me want to shout it out to the mountains and down to the beaches (even though here, the mountains are basically on the beach, so that’s not too far).
So many different things happened at debrief. I will say that one of my favorite memories, other than the AMAZING sessions by our leaders, was when a few of us got to play volleyball.
The first night we arrived a group of us went to the night market, a touristy attraction. Across the street people were playing volleyball. It was right next to the ocean and so chill, yet competitive at the same time. The next 2 hours consisted of a few of us playing with and against Thai people. It was one of those games you have to force yourself to stop, because you know you need to get rest for the next day. So perfect.
So yes, debrief, God made it good. I could say so much more and describe everything, but in the end, this is everything.
Thank you all for the continuous love and support. Love you all. Next stop, Cambodia
