I'm not gonna lie… I'm freaking out a little bit.
And when I say a little bit… I mean a lot.
I understand this is normal… my life is about to change in a huge way.
I've been purposfully avoiding thoughts about the World Race..
Why?
Because when I allow myself think about it
my heart starts pounding…
my head starts spinning…
my hands start shaking…
and I get a little sick to my stomach…
In the past few days I have found myself filled with fear.
I have thought that I'm crazy…
and that I just need to run away.
I know this is what God has for me…
I'm sure of it…
But then Satan chimes in… "Do you really think you can do this?"
Honestly.. the answer is No.. but God can.
I just need to remember that this is not about me.
This is not about my weaknesses, but his strength.
To those of you out there supporting me…
I ask that you pray that God would give me peace in this time of fear.
That I would feel his mighty power.. and his firm, never-failing hand.
Thank you.
