AHHH THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING. I’ve raised all the money, gotten all the shots, finished all the training, and packed my bags are packed. It all seems a little unreal, but the time has finally come. I am currently in Atlanta to finish some training and my squad will launch from here on Tuesday to head to our first destination…Antigua, Guatamala! I am still unsure about the details of our ministry, but I know God has big things in store.
Am I a little terrified about leaving my friends, family, and boyfriend behind? Yes.
Am I worried about missing the comforts of America (like my bed and shower)? yeah I guess.
At times will I be uncomfortable? Of course.
BUT am I fully aware of the God size things ahead and the perfectly intentional plan He has for me this year? ABSOLUTELY.
The enemy has a way of placing fear and doubts in our minds when we try to pursue the Father. And he’s good at it. But our God is bigger than any of that, and He brings peace in the midst of the uncertainty. When I find myself feeling these, which is more often than I would like, God reminds me of the promise I made to Him years ago….”I will go Lord, send me.” The answer to His calling for my life, to die to myself and serve Him in bringing His kingdom to life on this earth as it is in Heaven (cause that’s what it’s all about, right?). The promise that says I will go anywhere at anytime He ask, whether thats across the street, across town, or across the globe, for the rest of my life. It’s the same promise that Isaiah makes in Isaiah 6:8, “Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, ‘Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?’ And I said, ‘Here am I. Send me!’” I felt so strongly about this promise that I even got a niffty tattoo on my 18th birthday, see?!?!
The Lord has done such a work in my life the last few years, especially in preparation for the World Race, and I know He’s not finished with me yet. I pray that the stories I share on this blog will move your heart the way they have moved mine. Thank you all so much for you unending love and support throughout my journey thus far. I am so incredibly blessed by all of you, and I will never be able to thank ou enough for all you’ve done to get me to where I am! Thanks everyone, love y’all, and promise to keep you updated when I can.
P.S. There has been a slight change in my route! So instead of going to Botswana in Africa, my squad will now be going to Zambia!
Prayer Request: safety/protection/health for my team, the hearts of the poeple in Guatamala that we will be ministering to, and the transition between cultures/homesickness
