So I’ve been really stressed lately. I’m sure you know the overwhelmed with wayyy tooo many things at once to be able to deal with anything greatly feelings.
I’ve been stressed about blogging (or should I say not blogging). I’ve been stressed about deadlines. I did not meet the $9,000 deadline and I cannot go to training camp until $9,000 is in my AIM. I’m stressed about annoying people with all my begging for money. I’ve been stressed about chores around the house (or should I say not finishing chores). I’ve been a bit stressed about making enough time to spend with my family as many of them are in the area right now (this is also exciting!). I’ve been stressed about selling the last of the Timbali Crafts and Threads of Hope bracelets I have. I’ve been stressed about organizing the Helping Others Here and Far fundraisers.
After my mom’s MU class, we went to the financial aid office which did not help my stress level. I just had one question, and we ended up being there for an hour ish. I had to fix this FAFSA thingy, figure out I had a duplicate student ID account thingy (this is ridiculous because I haven’t even applied yet), got chosen for a random verification process (3 forms to fill out), and then had to fill out a form to not receive money to attend MU this Fall while I won’t be attending any school.
I got home and had more stuff to do in an amount of time I could not get half the stuff I needed to get done done. My phone starts vibrating and says Mawmaw Gail calling (Mawmaw means Grandmother for anyone who may not have known). I was really hoping no one was sick or hurt and what not. I answered, and my younger cousin Lulu was asking me when I was gonna be there. Then my younger cousin Savannah talked to me. Then Savannah’s little sister Callie talked to me a bit. Out of nowhere she said, “I love you.” I do not think she has ever said this to me. After this call I almost cried. I guess I really needed someone to give me say something kind to me for no reason. Anyway I am feeling less stressed, and I just felt I should share this with y’all. Anybody else have a story of something unexpected helping you when you were crazy stressed?
P.S. Here is the new World Race video. It shows how my trip might kinda be.
