I walked into training camp content where I was in my faith. My faith revolved around church on Sundays, occassional prayer, and sporadic bible reading. And I was happy there…until I came to training camp.
I was challenged to grieve and let go of past issues I didn't realize we're still impacting me. I feel like I prayed about 20 times a day (sometimes up to an hour long). I have seen the bible come to life with healings and castings out of demons.
What the heck is going on here?
My faith put God in a tiny, comfortable box, one of which I could control.
That faith is now DEAD! He is a huge, uncomfortable God and I love it!
Luke 8:25 "Where is your faith?" Jesus asked his disciples.
I still find some of the things I saw this week to be scary and breaking me as a man before Him. But it is ok to not be ok! It is ok to be broken! I don't haven to prove to anyone that I have it all together! I have Jesus and He holds me together! He is my faith!
