ng how I ended up in a place where “y’all” and “fixin” are justtwo words in a much larger vocabulary that I don’t quite understand. The weather is warmer, the people are kinder, and sweet tea is served everywhere.
This isn’t my first time in Gainesville. I was here just a few months ago to help out with a training camp for upcoming squads. During those 10 days, the Lord really began speaking to me about moving to Gainesville for a season to work full time for Adventures in Missions.
I remember one night crying and begging the Lord not to make me go. I couldn’t fathom leaving my family again. My mom was scheduled for major surgery at the beginning of December. There was no way I could leave her. I couldn’t possibly leave the kids.
I grieved so deeply because here I was again, being asked to give up what I loved the most in this world. My idea of what 2011 would look like is not what God has for me. It took me a long time to accept that-to finally sacrifice my Issac. And it didn’t come without kicking and screaming.
There were countless obstacles that showed their ugly faces prior to my move. My mom’s recovery was more intense than we had expected, I had unforeseen car problems and financial issues. So after a long (in so many ways) journey, I am finally here.
I don’t understand all the reasons I am here, but I am 100% confident that this is what the Lord has for me. I find peace knowing that I am acting in obedience even though it freaking hurts. I am learning (again) that following the Lord is seldom easy, often painful, doesn’t usually make sense and involves a great deal of sacrifice.
So for now this is home. And I can say with sincerity that I believe the sacrifice is worth it and I am excited to see how the Lord will use me in this season.
