Well, here I am.
Threw in the towel before the race even began 🙁
Found myself stressing, losing sleep over an imaginable debt.
Constantly repeating to myself, "how bad can this get?!"
Constantly repeating to myself, "how bad can this get?!"
And yet…
Here I am, heart still hurting, they say it heals through time,
I feel like I've been thrown into an unrecognized mine.
Falling. Deeper, as the walls become cooler,
This darkness becoming more and more familiar.
This is where I was and have never wanted to be,
The road, the path to self discovery…
The road, the path to self discovery…
Inside of me…
Like a raging sea. I feel my heart flee
Seeking an escape,
I don't know how long this will take!
Oh please! Lord have mercy! For my heart is near it's break!
I don't know how long this will take!
Oh please! Lord have mercy! For my heart is near it's break!
Break…?
Break these chains of self pity… of unworth!
And lead me once again through those waters of rebirth.
Of rebirth…
Lord… do of me what you will
For I loved you then, as I love you still…
