I sat there crying.
Filled with anxiety, confusion and lonliness.
Asking myself when I stopped relying… on the one and only. And why he had stopped trying 🙁
My head hurts. Along with every bone.
Feeling as if I was treading up this high and cold mountain. SCARED. And ALONE.
Feeling as if I was treading up this high and cold mountain. SCARED. And ALONE.
Alone.
"How could this be, if you promised me you'd always be there!"
While the higher I go, I feel that my exhaustion is from lack of air!
While the higher I go, I feel that my exhaustion is from lack of air!
Air.
Never seen. But always there 🙂
ALWAYS there.
A thumbprint within a scupture. A unique brushstroke on a painting.
You're always there. Everlasting.
You're always there. Everlasting.
Yet alone I feel 🙁
With no hope as far as I can see.
But YOU. You warned me: "If you give it ALL to me.
You will be like a tree… in Autumn, all your leaves must fall. For this is necessary.
After Autumn comes the icy blue.
Where I see, if your heart is true.
Where I see, if your heart is true.
For when Spring comes, with it's bountiful colors, aromas and flowers.
ALL things.
All things will be new.
ALL will be for you." 🙂
