Im not really sure the best way to start this post except to say that ive realized lately how important this first part of my World Race experience is and to take time to stop and reflect on what God is doing now! The craziest part about this whole time before leaving is that we all still have our day to day obligations and lives to take care of and we are still around the comfort and security of friends and family. this sense of "normalcy" and routine can make it seem at times for me like nothing new or great is happening. This is not to say that great things aren't happening its just harder to see or notice it. For me personally after finishing up school in December I wasn't sure what I would do that next semester since I knew I would still be going back to walk in the ceremony in May. I ended up moving back home and working. Its ridiculous to say but getting into the routine of working 8 hours M-F might have been more of a challenge then going to class's the past four years. The fact that I was able to work for this time was a huge blessing because I needed that money especially for preparing and getting things for the World Race, but I had to remind myself of that almost daily when the routine of everyday life was wearing me out. I hate say it but its only been recently that Ive been making time to reflect and really see how Great God has been during this time, and how He is using this time before the race. One of my biggest prayers has been to receive encouragement, for all the fundraising, support raising and for actually going on the world race. I can see now the crazy amount of ways that God has allowed and used others to encourage me. From friends sending prayer and support that I didn't think they had to family members who were'nt supportive about me going to not only start to understand why Im going but to also financially support me. While speaking at my parents church about this trip almost every member of the church came up to me after and was genuinely so excited about world missions and how they could get involved in some way and be a part of my race. This was when I was just completely blown away by how God not only answers prayer but in greater ways then I could imagine. Without this time of waiting and relying on God I don't think I would be ready for the race. I am everyday becoming more and more grateful for lessons being learned now.
