So the time has come that I am leaving for the World Race. Not sure what is going on with me that there have been no tears or anything. Is there something wrong with me that I have not shown any emotions towards anything? I have cried here and there but not crying that everyone is ready for me to do.
Maybe God has prepared me for this journey. Or it could be that I cannot believe that it is already here. The time has come that I will be traveling the world for 11 months. Living out of a bag and have no clue where I will be resting my head. Even not knowing where God wants my team to serve in the countries.
Furthermore it could be that I am still in the USA and still able to use nice hot showers, sleeping in a nice bed, and being around familiar things. Not realizing that in a couple more days I will be leaving the USA grounds. That the emotions will come that everything I once knew will be taken away. That my walls will be taken down and familiarity will be taken away. Realizing that I will not be able to see love ones on holidays or special events. So the tears will come but reality just has not come yet.
