The Lord has been teaching me to live a life with no pre-thought out expectations. He has been teaching me to listen so closely to the voice of the spirit. The one that has directed my steps before. He is teaching me not sway from it, to not be angry when I do not get what I think I desire but step into the destiny he has already pre written. To pray for his will to become my desire.
I find myself staring at nature a lot lately and daydreaming about Africa. I originally was so excited about South America. Although I still am my mind cant depart from the first country I set foot into a few years ago. I don’t know much of anything but I know my heart goes out to all people, all cultures, and all types of lifestyles. A few weeks ago I found myself finally being ok with not having all my questions answered. God renewed my mind to be ok with whatever he has asked of me. I am an external thinker and once my questions and insecurities are answered or God has changed my mind to be ok with not knowing I start to become a woman of few words. This is all I have for now. God is good. I am still fundraising like a crazy woman, but God is good.
