Even though I’m still fighting my flesh and my old thoughts they no longer define me… Yesterday has no identity today accept to stand as a reminder that The Lord has grace…
Have you ever been dancing around what God has asked you to do but never stopped dancing? Do you know what I am talking about? He commands you to change your action or reaction and you just kinda… dance around trying to justify your little dance as entertaining. Let me first tell you a secret about me. I hate ladders and I hate the two inches of rock that you have to balance on or fall off the edge of a mountain. I’ve nearly had panic attacks in the past balancing on these things. My head spins and most of the time someone has to guide me past the edge or off the ladder. Now let me tell you something else, I must think I’m something kinda cute because I have been dancing on the edge of my missionary mountain… Oh yes despite my fears I’ve been dancing around on the edge. Then last night a bold and daring friend grabbed my stubborn little hand and in some ways said… Enough is enough… Your focus is the world race and future schooling… Oh how irritatingly right you are… Then I looked down… holy mess, I’m about to fall off the side of this thing. Then that same feeling I get in the physical when I stand to close to an edge hit me… Wow, and I thought my dance was kinda adorable… No… That is a long fall down…
Now what?
Well… Now I quit dancing and keep climbing my mountain of “The Lord Will Provide”… Onward… March!
