What Can I say about freedom and our hidden desire to be ourselves without the fear that we are breaking a rule, spiritual or otherwise. There is a scripture where we are to not worry about following the rules of tradition on how to do worship or to live our lives.
Freedom of Worship is something I cherish. I have been free to worship in how God’s Spirit leads me. Sometimes what God lays on my Heart I will draw down on paper, or I will walk and pray and sing. There are also times where during worship we say whats on our hearts, encourage, and exhort each other with no fear that what we say will not be received. God Is Good.
I think that is what I will miss the most about this year, the freedom to worship as the Lord Leads in a group of believers who feel the same way. The next time I am in church I will want to move, dance, and pray while I walk around. Also I have learned that Worship is not something done only during set periods of time. It is daily. It is not just singing, it is knowing who you are and how God sees you. Its taking a walk and enjoying creation. Its talking to our friends. It’s looking at my hand and thinking WOW, God made this and gave it to me to use to Love others, to feed others, to share in others struggles and grief and on and on…
For so long I saw my self as a sinner saved by grace and that freedom would never come until I died and went to be with the LORD. Then I learned the truth. I am free right now at this moment. I am free to make mistakes. I am free to move out into the world without judgment. I am free to worship the LORD as I see fit, Just as King David Did. I am not two souls battling for control of this body. There is not a dark side of me and a light side battling over control for my soul. I am a Saint. I am a new Creature. I have the Spirit of God in me. I am a Saint who sometimes sins. I am pure. I am Holy. I am a son of God. I don’t always make good choices, but I do walk with the One who never leaves me.
This world needs to see the church be real, be vulnerable, be alive in Christ. aaahh…
I don’t know what to do………..
However, I do know the one Who does know what to do and I follow Him. Step by Step I follow Him. That’s aaaaa….. it would be great to express my soul in a way that doesn’t use words…mmm…
Okay how bout a video of me dancing around Budapest. I love to dance, so here is my video of me dancing to the LORD and just enjoying Life and the God who made me.
Enjoy =)
