At 1:00 am — 2 years ago, I had just gotten to the hospital (after a frantic 3 hour car drive)!!  I will never forget how I felt when I saw your faces for the first time — or got to hold you for the first time!!
 
So, on April 12, 2009 — I love you even more than I did back then…which is hard for even me to believe.  You two were the first real loves of my life and I wish there was a way for you to understand how much my heart aches being away from you.  I miss you every single day and I constantly think about how fantastic it will be to see you in 7 months.  I want you to know that Jesus is the only thing that could take me away from you for this long.  He is the only one I would let take me away from being with you every day. 
 
Mackenli — you are so beautiful!!  You get prettier and prettier with every single picture I see of you.  You are such a sweet girl and such a help with Ryleigh.  I love getting to talk to you on Skype and hear you sing your ABC’s for me and “Tinkle Tinkle lulle store”!  I wish I could be there for your birthday to give you lots of kisses and hugs, but I am saving them all up for when I see you in November — that is going to be a LOT!   Don’t grow too much while I am gone!  I love you with all of my heart! 🙂

 
 
 

Cason– I miss your laugh and cajun dancing with you.  I hope you are practicing on your moves so that when I get home, we can have a good dance party!  I miss tickling you and hearing you giggle with tears in your eyes!  You are so funny and I know that you keep Mackenli on her toes and Ryleigh laughing all the time. I love getting to see you on Skype and hear your little voice when you are torturing your sisters or Chopper.  And, I love getting to see you jump on the bed, hear you say “bless you” and watch you laugh with your hand over your mouth.  You bring a smile to my face all day long.  I love you with all of my heart!

 
 
 
 
Even though — it is not your birthday yet — I love you too Ryleigh!  So much!  I am amazed everytime I see you and how much you have grown….and even more amazed at how much a child that is not mine, can look just like me!!!  I love you so much baby girl and I can’t wait to see you in November.

 
 
Please click here to see a video of Cason & Mackenli.  Aunt Dee tried to show them how to dance to this song…before I left in January!  I think Cason forgot all that I taught him!! 
 
To see any pictures from Cambodia or Thailand — go to my picture website: www.picasaweb.google.com/darcisimpson