So I write this blog with a lot of uncertainty. The deadline for our first goal was last Sat. I didn't meet it. I fell about $300 short. I haven't heard from Bill (my support coach) or Marisa telling me I can't leave in July yet. I don't know if I will be allowed until training camp to raise the rest or if they will tell me I can't go to camp yet. I'm somewhat at peace with going with the September-2 squad if I have to but I would still be majorly bummed about not getting to go with my J2Crew.
Also….I gave my 2-week notice at work already. I guess if I don't leave in July, I will just find some part-time job or something. I don't think I can take the stress from work for another few months. The sad part is I'm a little more upset by the fact that my t-shirts have the July route on them and If I switch its going to ruin the whole point of the shirts. (Yes, I'm a loser. I know and accept this)
All of this depends on what they decide. I don't know when I will find out. I check my email everyday with a tinge of fear. I know that everything happens with God's purpose, but once again He hasn't clued me into what he is doing. I am trying to just wallk in faith and claim victory over my fear but I seem to be failing epically. Alas, keep me in your prayers. I will blog when I learn my fate. 
Thanks for keeping up with me!
Fundraiser update: We are having a HUGE indoor yard/bake sale June 3 & 4 and I need your junk! If you have anything you want to donate, let me know! Also, we are having a movie night on June 10. We will accept donations and sell concessions. Both of these are at my church.
