November 16, 2016
WOW I don’t even know if my words could even articulate the orchestration of God of what happened today. Today me and two other squad mates went back to visit Yom–the monk that we developed relationship with. He was drawing on a pillar and as we walked up I was just doing how I do smiling saying hi, being excited to see him haha. There are always protocols when it comes to this stuff and of course I want to respect that, but he totally receives my joyful bubbly personality and with him I don’t have to put on a mask of this serious quiet person. It has been so cool to see God be able to use me with a monk without having to tone me down. Don’t get me wrong there are those times I will tone down. But as soon as I walked up and started saying hi he had his adorable grin on his face and put out his hand towards the chairs inviting us to sit down like we’ve known eachother for years!!! Mind you I guess protocol for monks is that they don’t hand things or take things from our hands. They believe women are dirty. He handed us books showing us drawings and pictures of him when he was young. Pictures of him getting blood donations. He seemed to be breaking the rules giving and taking from my hands. I love the favor God gives so I that can reach all kinds of people and that when man says you can’t God makes a way.
Tears filled my eyes with the compassion of God–it was so overwhelming. See it’s nothing to do with our love. Human love is so selfish, so low, but when the compassion rose up in me for this man I had to do everything to hold in this weeping that wanted to weep over his soul.
I told him he is loved. And told him that we come to visit him because we love him, but even that felt like it did no justice with what was happening in my heart at that moment–when you get a glimpse of the compassion and love of God for a person and truly see them how God sees them it wrecks you!! And you suddenly get revelation of why you do the things you do..????
He invited us into his room. And all I could do is pray and praise God that we could actually be releasing Light and love in a place where he lives and worships Buddha. There is just no words–the power of revelation of knowing Who we actually carry and what it is doing in the spirit realm changes your whole perspective. And the Truth that Greater is He that is in us then He that is in the world makes you fearless!! He showed us how he meditates. We told him what we believe and about Jesus.
He speaks broken English so it is a little difficult in communication but enough to understand and oh my, I just know God has us visiting him and loving on him for greater purpose then we know, and that God is at work behind the scenes more then we could ever comprehend.
As I just sat there invited into his environment that would seem to go against protocol I just prayed in the spirit, speaking the Name above every Name–Jesus. It felt so surreal, so humbling that God gave us such favor. My friend handed him a bible and he opens it and reads… H-o-l-y B-i-b-l-e. Holy bible! His reading English was sooo good!! He opens to the index and starts reading the names of the books of the Bible. I was in awe of God like, “what is happening right now??!!!” All I could think and meditate on was that that word is alive and he is reading it right now. I still believe that in his meditation when he is messing around with those evil spirits that he will encounter he Light of Jesus!!
My pastor from New York- his brother had messed around in meditations and was searching–I don’t know the exact story if he was dabbling in different religions, but he had an outter body experience and in that met Jesus and got saved. I believe that for Yom!! That as he meditates and gets in touch with the spirit realm He will encounter Jesus!!! Be praying for him!!
We walked out of there two hours later in awe of God, praising God and so overwhelmed with God and as we are going on about the goodness of God we then bump into a guy from Spain who lives real close to where we will be when we go in August so we got his number to connect!!! I can’t even…..
