Next Monday afternoon my parents are driving me to Denver where Tuesday morning I will catch a flight to DC.  There I will be meeting up with my squad and my team.  The closer the time comes to my leaving more people begin to ask me are you scared.  Yes I have nervous and don’t get me wrong I have had my worriisome moments, but know where the Lord wants me.  I have a heart for the Lord and the Lord has a heart for the lost.  I wish to seek the Lords heart  by seeking the lost and lonely of  this world.  I know  that no matter what happens to me  that I amd the Lords. 
 
 
 
Whether I live or die. Whether I wake or sleep
Whether upon the land or on the stormy deep
When tis serene and calm or when the wild winds blow
I shall not be afraid I am the Lords I know
 
When with abundant store Or in deep poverty
And when the world may smile  Or it may frown on me
When it shall help me on Or shall obstruct my way
Still shall my heat rejoice I am the Lord’s today
 
When I am safe at home Or in a foreign land,
When on an ice bound shore Or on a sunlit strand
When on the mountain heigth  Or in the valley low
Still doth He care for me I am the Lords I know
 
Nothing shall seperate From His unbounded love
Neither in depths below Now in the heigths above
And in the years to come He will abide with me
I am the Lords I know For all eternity
 
 
this is a hymn written by Charles W Naylor