Within the last month, my life has been turned upside down.
I’ve switched this mindset of permanent & entered into a life that seems very fleeting.
Everything that is said or done is done with the reminder that in 5 months time, I will be no where near home.
Every high I feel is a rocketing high and every low sinks beneath the soil waiting for only my Creator to pull me back out.
I will not lie to you and tell you that I am 100 percent excited. Maybe 90. But not 100.
You see, 10 percent of my flesh is in full force fleeing mode.
Never in my life have I experienced an upheaval of my life.
Packed it up into a backpack and said goodbye.
I am a creature of habit,
and this…
This is not habit.
I’ve been thrown into this life of swallowing my pride & asking for money.
Swallowing my pride & actually letting the Lord be my Dad and take care of me.
12,000 dollars? There’s no way.
But apparently He thinks there is a way.
He is a God of miracles and goodness.
And it’s time I let Him radiate those qualities in my life.
