This trip is getting in the way of things I want to do. That may sound terrible, but it’s the truth. Now, don’t get me wrong, I still absolutely, unequivocally want to go on The World Race, but lately I’ve been thinking of all the things I want to do in my life, and the fact that they all have to be postponed because of the race. It’s just the way my mind works. I’m always thinking, “What am I gonna do next? And how do I get there?”. As I sit here today though, I realize that one of the things God is using this race for, is to change my nature. I realize today that the day I put it all on the table, the day that I put it all in His hands, was the day that I surrendered my fate, and all the life changing decisions, to Him. It doesn’t matter anymore what I want to do. The only thing that matters now is what He wants for me. There is a reason behind everything that He does. So the things I’m going to miss out on while I’m gone, are things that I’m not meant to experience. At least not yet. And honestly, I’m perfectly ok with that. In fact, I’m extremely thankful that my life is in His hands. I may not know whats going to happen, but my faith is in Christ, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. God is great! And I can already sense the monumental changes He has made in my mind and my Heart! What blows my mind is that, I haven’t even left for training camp yet! Also, on that note, I won’t make it to training camp if I don’t make the $3500 goal! I have plenty of time, and I know that if it is meant to be, He will provide! However, I would be absolutely ecstatic if you all would support my trip! Partner with myself and God, and help allow me to go overseas to allow Christ to work through me! Love you all! God bless!
