We hugged our dear Mafambisse family goodbye – and as I held my little friend Clara she wiped the tears from my cheeks and laid her head on my chest. We boarded the bus and began our journey to Jo-burg. Little did we know what awaited us in this semi-familiar adventure. We were thankful for safe transportation. After spending the night on an uncomfortable bus, with less than 1/2 a seat because the African man I was sharing with fell asleep on the other 3/4 and nowhere to lay my head, I had to check my attitude. One of my teammates was throwing up – two of the others had malaria with energy and nausea coming and going as they pleased – another was feeling sick – and we were down to 2, potentially 3 healthy people.
Through this process, I realized that flexibility is like a delicious form of freedom.
When we are mobile, it tastes so stinkin’ good.
It has a lasting impact on our movements, endurance and attitudes, leaving a pleasant and sweet taste in our minds, hearts, and mouths. This is reflected in what we speak and how we speak it.
Freedom itself requires fluidity.
This is essentially a free, non-constrained area of movement…the ability to adjust, maneuver, and be flexible in all situations.
I’m not going to lie…some days this is a LOT harder than others.
Unfortunately, expectations can be risky.
They produce rigidity in our movement and false comfort in our attitudes.
When we expect and things don’t come through accordingly – defeat, rejection, annoyance and frustration are lurking for an opportunity to pounce and consume our outputs (words, expressions, the way we serve, our attitudes and actions), especially with one another.
Then we get stuck.
When we’re stuck, we can’t go anywhere or do anything, and if tempted at the right time, we may choose to sit there and do nothing about it. It prevents us from being useful or beneficial to anyone. We hinder not only ourselves from growing in the situation placed before us, but the potential impact we might have on those around us if we waste time sitting in our…stuff.
I had no time to waste sitting in stuff.
I needed my team and my team needed me.
Little did we know what blessings were in store for us in Johannesburg…
5 days of rest
Doctors to care for and properly medicate the girls
Full recovery for everyone who was sick or infected in any way
The pool we prayed for all last month
Free housing with an amazing family
Home-cooked suppers
The opportunity to go to church
And…a shift in our plans for ATL ministry month (read “a change of pace” for more info.)
