Training camp is just a few short days away…
I can't wait till I get to camp but right now…
Well I have yet to pack… I have almost all of it; the rest gets here today.
But for some reason I can't get myself to pack…
I don't know why but it just seems so hard to get myself to actually do it.
I want to like crazy but some reason I'm just not able to.
I think I might have figured it out…
I have this form that has to be filled out by a doctor, and as of now it has not been done.
I had to fax it to the doctor that last saw me for my "Issue" and he is in Columbia, MO
Which is around 4 hours from my house, and they told me that it might be up to 2 weeks before they would have it back to me. Well I'm supposed to have the form with me when I arrive at training camp.
Well it’s Wednesday, and so far it’s not yet done.
I'm doing my best to trust God with this but…
I have struggled with that for a long time.
Its not that my relationship with God is not growing.
It is; I have grown leaps and bounds over the last few weeks.
I Pray more than ever in my life.
I read my Bible more than ever.
But I still feel that I'm just not Christian enough
I go to church but I don’t have a close group of friends that are at the same church.
I wish I did but I don't, but that’s ok.
Because I know that as long as I trust God he will provide for my every need.
Well I'm sorry that I have been such a debbie downer but I'm working on changing that.
So my next blog will be much better I promise.
And I will do my best to encourage you and add some scripture in my next Blog.
So till then pray for me and everyone that will be at training camp.
All the Love in Christ.
