A Thought Pattern of a 26 year old Woman in Search of More
Life goes from the bustling city of Pattaya, Thailand with sexual images everywhere you turn, to a quiet church snuggled away amidst the rural landscape of Chanthaburi in eastern Thailand.
The month went by so quickly. How can we be in Cambodia already? It’s different here. The faces are chiseled in contrast to the familiar Thai faces. I see groups of bicyclists with face coverings and hats riding on the side of the road. The same road side food stands are here.
Never thought I would be in Cambodia, or anywhere in Asia for that matter.
Why am I here?
Why don’t I feel close to Him like I did at home?
Does how I live my life reflect that I am a follower of Jesus?
It’s easy to love people from another country who you will see for only a month then leave. They all seem so wonderful.
Father, may I be a refreshment; a breath of fresh air.
I want to be who you want me to be.
I desire wisdom and discernment.
I want to feel beautiful even if I have to wear the same 7 shirts for the next 7 months. May my beauty radiate from within.
I want to be like Joshua who trusted what God had promised Him and acted on it.
It has been said it is ok to be in process.
Good thing.
