There’s a common saying that you have probably heard at some point in your life… If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans. Another way of saying this comes straight from Proverbs 19:21: You can make many plans, but the Lord’s purpose will prevail.
And I should have known better than to say such a thing. Because when you make that kind of a statement, you are really saying…. God stretch me. And that’s just what God plans on doing. After about 3 weeks spent in the nursery, I realized that God was calling me to something else. While in the nursery I felt anxious and discontent. Because being in the nursery isn’t where God has called me.

As for the educational aspect, I will also spend a good chunk of each day tutoring, and will be teaching two classes: library and computers. Monday through Thursday, I will teach 3 classes each day… I even have a teacher’s assistant! The focus of library will be reading of course, for them to practice and for me to read to them. As for computers, I will be teaching basic computer skills, including typing, which will hopefully be a huge asset to many of these children in the future.
Part of me thinks that this whole thing is quite amusing. And then part of me is scared to death. But mostly I’m just focusing on the part that knows that God sees the big picture, and has the absolute best plan for my life. Although I am about to dive in head first to things that I would have never chosen on my own, I still feel the peace of being obedient to what God has called me.
Because it doesn’t take faith to be obedient. Rather by being obedient, God will build my faith. So I am blindly walking into something that is way beyond my abilities, way beyond my equipping, and way beyond my comfort zone… yet I know that God will be there every step of the way, giving me everything I need and guiding my every step, letting me be a part of this awesome thing.
