I AM worthy.
God, today I DECLARE that I AM worthy! Today I choose to believe this. I choose to believe that I am worthy to be praised for just who I am. I choose to believe that I am worthy of physical healing. I am worth it. I choose to bellieve that I am worthy of spending $50 of my $150 on myself. And if it is all today then that is ok. I am worthy of money being spent on me. I am worthy of all of the $11,000 people have given me for my sponsorship. I am worthy of the education my parents paid for. I am worthy of the dresses I got in high school just to feel like a princess for one night. I am worthy of all of these things.
I am worthy of having Jan as my boyfriend and future husband. I am worthy of the time he spends praying for me and writing me messages. I am worthy of the time he takes to read my messages. I am worthy of any money he has spent on me and any money he will spend on me in the future. I am worthy of his physical touch and anyone else's. I am worthy of his love.
I am worthy of BOTH my parents coming out to visit me in Thailand.
I am worthy even if I have a negative thought about someone. I am worthy if I get angry. I am worthy if I don't invest in all of my teammates every day. I am worthy if I forget to pray for Jan a day. I am worthy of everyone's love.
I am worthy of people looking me in the eye and taking the time to listen to me. I am worthy of people's time. Other's aren't just worthy of mine. I am worthy of THEIR time. I am worth their time.
I am worthy of people's energy. No matter what time of the day. I am worthy of being taken care of. I am worthy of men apologizing to me for harsh comments. I am worth new clothes and a massage and a brownie in one day. I am worth new earrings to feel pretty. Because it's being spent on myself does NOT mean it is not a good enough investment. It is a very worthy investment. One of the best.
I am worthy of not having tension headaches. I am worthy of having my arms, back, neck, and chest free of pain. NOT just for today or next week, but FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM WORTHY OF ALL OF THESE THINGS FOREVER!
This is not just a month six of the race declaration of just a world race thing. I am worthy of ALL of these things for the rest of my life because Christ thinks I am worthy. He believes that I am someone worth dying for.
