Nightwatch

After reading that this morning, my squad leader (Kelly) suggested we do that tonight. Stay up all night and… pray. God has spoken to me in abundance and it's just 4am as I write this.

Marriage is not a right.
I am grateful for all those who have selflessly served me.
Pray unceasingly.
Pray in community.
He affirmed that prayer does not have to look conventional.
I don't have to live up to an expectation when I return home.
If I open my hands He will fill them again!
The God of the universe used my all day long exhaustion, proving to me that He energizes me. The second we started praying, the exhaustion was gone.
He lets us experience the glory of His goodness.

Kelly asked us what we want to be free from.
DOUBT.
Thinking like I always have.
Living like I always have.
Staying in a box.
Lacking self control: food consumption (less), exercise (more).
Relying on humans.
Annoyance.
Judging.
Intolerance.
Questioning my convictions or urgings.
Pride.
Coveting.
Lacking trust.
Bitterness.