What a mess! I was not expecting a team change. I love team Metamorphosis. I loved that we had unity because we pursued God individually and because of this, we had deep fellowship. I was/still am very upset with the change.
I think there are different reasons as to why I fear change. One of them is that I don’t know how to grieve properly. I don’t know how to allow myself to let go. I depend on people and relationships more than I care to admit. When the comfort of depending on people I’ve been with for a long amount of time is taken away from me, I am forced to depend on God. God is using this team change to grow my dependence on Him. I am faced with the decision of trusting God for who He says He is and what He says He will do. It’s just Him and me.
