Tomorrow we start ministries here in Nepal meaning we just finished up debrief. Debrief was a lot of fun and full of growth. I got to know more of my squad, started to learn more about my team and realize how frustrated I have been because I don’t feel like I am hearing from God. I came to this realization one night during worship . We had what was called a fire tunnel. After going through I had another woman on my squad pull me aside and ask if she could pray over me in tongues and I said yes. After praying she told me that God told her that he wants to give me the gifts of prophecy and discernment and that I should pray to receive these gifts. After this I had one of the squad leaders call me over to pray over people that are going through the fire tunnel. She kept asking me tell them what you hear or see and I was getting nothing. Eventually I went and sat back down and after wards she came and talked to me and I explained how I had been feeling like no matter how much I try I don’t always hear from God. I came to the understanding that I need to dig in and spend more quiet time with God. I feel this is going to be a very growing and stretching month.
