I think sometimes we take life for grant. As I went to my school today for the final time I talk to many staff who told me how much of a blessing i was in there lifes. I never realized this or thought about it. How can one person who just feels like they are another number or student really make a diffrence in someones life. What did i do to touch them? what did I say? How did i make a diffrence? Who am I to touch someones life. Where did this come from? why me and not someone else? I tihnk that all can be all answered with one word God in me can make all this happen. I went through alot in that school and I felt like there was a lot of negative influnces there but I kept on pressing on. many people told me how i touched there lifes but it was not me it was God through me. wherever I go in my life I want to touch someones elses life. All of this makes me think of this verse
2 Corinthians 4:1
1Therefore, since through God’s mercy we have this ministry, we do not lose heart. This to me is saying even though we go thorugh tough battles we do not lose heart. We keep going and show God’s love. For me i think that i hide all my emotions inside and just put on a smile and touch many lifes. I am ready to go into the world and just spread the good news of the lord almighty and just let my lghht so shine. My prayer for this trip is:
Lord may i live a life that is worth sharing your good news that I can presevere through the god times and bad. Lord even though things may not go the way iwant them to go you have a plan and apurpose for my life. even though i may not understand the trials you allow me to go thorugh i still want to seek you always, may i fall on my kneees and worship you, may I be the teammate, firend, that is worth having, may I just be a good listner and understand what you have for me, thank you for the things you have given me, and may i not be selfish or greedy in anything i do or say, father let me open my ears to hear your word God, May i make the sacfrices that are neccesary to fufill your will Thank you for being my abba, counselor, and friend. I put all trust in you. I just want to close and ask you to ponder on this verse:
2 Peter 1:19
19And we have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will do well to pay attention to it, as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts.
