The world race is trippy I tell you…
The community, the people, the places you travel, the places you sleep…
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Who Jesus becomes to you while on this trip, and how REAL he becomes, How close you gets to you, how deep he reaches into your heart, learning to go as he walked…
stepping into the unknown, learning to really rely on Jesus to lean on,
Here’s is what I am faced with… Stepping into the unknown… (constant knot in my stomach)
almost even being burdened with thinking about what comes next in the tiny life of mine, always coming face to face with the question whats next???
Trying to make plans, trying to “figure it out” whatever that means…
Sometimes I wonder did Jesus ever have “what comes next??” but then I thought… His “next” was, the next person needs to join my family and follow me, his “next” was the next blind person to heal, His “next” was healing the sick, His “next” was the next village ahead to tell people about the Love of the Father…
This crazy journey called the world race is coming close to the end… we have 4 weeks left… and its terrifying but then Jesus showed me…
Why I shouldnt be trerrified…
There was a beautiful horizon and that is where I wanted to be. That’s where Jesus was, but to get there I looked down and there were thorn bushes farther than I could see. Then fear hit me hard and I was scared. I was sitting on the couch at our contacts and I just began to weep because that was all that I could do.
I laid there afraid to step into the unknown. Afraid not to know what comes next. Then an exciting feeling came over me and I began to smile because I saw Jesus standing there with his hand ready to take me with Him. But then fear set in again I wasnt ready to trust. I couldn’t even reach my hand out, but He told me over and over again I will be with you…
Joy and excitement filled my spirit and I slowly began to trust Him…
It was like a dream but it was real life…
This world tells me that I need a “plan.” Well world I tell you I have no plan, but there’s something waiting there for me to grab it with both hands….
and I know that He will always be with me…
so what comes next… I DON’T KNOW!
