I have so much to say and so much that I’m afraid to say that I’m just going to let God take the reigns.
You are being saved.
God is saving you for something big.
You may not know what to believe yet but I feel your hunger.
I feel how much you yearn for the love God has for you and how afraid you are to open yourself up to love when all you’ve known is pain and rejection.
God is always on your side and he will never let you down and he’s waiting on the sidelines for you to realize just how much you need him.
He’s not walking around aimlessly looking for you.
He knows exactly where you are.
He’s standing beside you taking every step of your life with you waiting for you to notice him.
I know you wonder to yourself: “I just don’t understand how so much bad can happen and I’m supposed to believe its because someone loves me”
and unfortunately, I don’t have all the answers but I do know that God does.
He is making you jump through these hurdles because he has a plan for you.
If you ask him what it is, in time, He will give you an answer.
I guarantee you won’t regret letting him into your life.
