I’m not planning on updating this much before the race, but I feel like it is more than necessary right now.
I wish I could say that as soon as I was accepted on this trip, everything has been PERFECT. I wish I could say that as soon as I was obedient to a call, my life fell into place and everything started going right. But I can’t say any of that. The enemy is so quick to attack as soon as we are obedient to God’s will. As soon as I began this season of preparation for this trip, I felt it. Spiritual warfare is here now and it’s right in my face. It is so overwhelming. Satan is trying to find his way into every aspect of my life. I don’t understand why I have to be misunderstood. I don’t understand why I fall into temptation. I don’t understand why I DON’T UNDERSTAND anything. I hate that Satan likes that. I don’t want to please him. That’s why I am so thankful that I have a Father that tells me I don’t have to understand, and He says it’s okay when I fall.
I am writing this to ask for your prayers. Pray that I can focus on the season that I am in and continue moving forward.
Continue to journey with me, pray with me.
